Of Palpable Feelings....

Today it hit me, actually it hit me a long time ago, but today it became so real, so clear, so undeniable, it feels so extremely lonely at times! I know it's a given with what I do and who I am, but it feels so unbearable at times. Especially times like these! When things don't go your way, when you are so emotionally crippled all you want is for someone to be there. Someone to say everything's gonna be fine. Someone I could run away with yet stay exactly where I am. I miss it. I miss it all. Well, guess I'm a closeted romantic! I'm only human! Maybe I should be more available, more out there! Maybe...

Gonna steal a great idea from a good friend of mine....post lyrics of songs that best describe me mood at the moment!

Honey and The Moon - Joseph Arthur

Don't know why I'm still afraid.
If you weren't real I would make you up now.
I wish that I could follow through.
I know that your love is true and deep as the sea.
But right now, everything you want is wrong.
And right now, all you dreams are waking up.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet in love's game
You would call, I'd call you back
And then I'd leave a message on your answering machine
But right now, everything is turning blue.
And right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Freedom. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight.
We're made out of blood and rust
Looking for someone to trust without a fight .
I think that you came too soon;
You're the honey and the moon that lights up my night.
But right now, everything you want is wrong.
And right now, all you dreams are waking up.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Freedom. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight.
We got too much time to kill
Like pigeons on my windowsill we hang around.
Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up all the time I'm falling down
But right now, everything is turning blue.
And right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Freedom. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away

xoxo