Shedding The Old Skin....well, at least some of it!

Well, well, it's time to be totally self-absorbed again! hehe...no offense to other bloggers!
But it is totally self-absorbed stuff I write in my blog!
haha...probably that's interesting for u guys, probably u find it a tad too icky, probably u have decided to stop reading but hey, I guess some ppl stilll ike to read rubbish no?!

anyways, putting that aside, I had one of the most exciting, fun and not to mention DRAINING weekend! (see, TOTALLY self-absorbed!) Had a visit from a new found friend and boy-oh-boy, the weekend was such a blast...didn't stop eating, as my dear housemate put it, subsituted water for the other kind of liquid (wooohoo! no nasty thoughts ppl!) oh and did I mention we ate like mad?! hmmm...

on a totally different subject, (i'm allowed to drift) today marked the beginning of a new era! A drastic change was shoved and forced upon us! On this day, many (like me) will stare bewildered at the monitors, wondering what had happened, wondering why such a change was waranted! It is a time for mourning (again, if u r like me). It is a time where ppl like us look back and miss the simpler days! BECAUSE, to day is the day.........a historic day.......an aweful day.......the day when, FACEBOOK HAD A FACELIFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha...i feel so dramatic at times! kekeke....but I HATE the change man, I just got used to the old FB layout and now, I have to learn it all over again! F*#%!!

xoxo

The Things That Are Truly Important

In life we face a lot of changes, whether we like them or not, to me, the most important thing to learn from change is the ability to adapt to said changes

In life, shit happens, it does...physiologically, psychologically, emotionally, in fact, all the -ally-es, so when it does, the most important thing is to find a place to poop!

In life, love happens, ....it's complicated most of the time, and i seriously have not learned anything important enough to be philosophical here....next

In short, life happens, everyday comes and everyday goes, somethings are certain, but many others are beyond our control, acceptance is necessary, growth is inevitable.

Love is tricky and poop is smelly!
Cheers peeps!

With Tired Minds and Tired Souls, Let This Be Whatever It Should Be...

Sorry the blog have been placed private for a couple of weeks...
Sincerely hoping you guys are still with me!
There are some changes to be made, some have already been made, others, well, like I always say, "it's complicated"
To tell you the truth, I'm tired, tired, tired! Haha...Life is so draining sometimes no??
Hmmm...just the other day I was talking to my friend and it seems everyone is just so tired nowadays! Hehehe...must be the weather!
Gosh, I'm rambling!
Don't you sometimes feel like a stranger in your own world?
Like somethings just go out of your control even though you fight freaking hard to gain the wheel?
Hmmm...many times I feel like the most important things are slipping away
So that's why I'm tired...tired of holding on to something that refuses to stay put
Tired of wanting something more from an empty glass...

xoxo

Of Fresh Starts and the Giving of Thanks...

Happy New Year ppl! I'm surprised that my blog still has hits, and some new readers too, thanks whoever u are (but I think I know who u r!!) It's been dormant for quite some time now I know!!
Well, it's the new year, and with it come the resolutions! But me thinks me is going to forgo the resolutions this year, and really be thankful for somethings that have happened to me recently!
U see, ppl always say that priorities change when u get out, seemingly unscathed from a near-death experience and well, I got into a car accident few days ago, I dunno if it counts as near-death but I sure as hell am thankful to still be writing this eh?! Haha...me and my housemates are fine...but the car! the poor car!! Damn u, whoever u r who poured oil all over the road!! It's a conspiracy I tell u!! Argh, but moving on, let's not dwell on the nasty things in life!

The past few weeks have brought about much changes in my life....significant changes! And I would like to say a few things to these few, very special ppl...hopefully u r reading la...u know who u r...

Dear M.A, thanks for everything this past holidays....I had so much fun with u and the others, I'm super regretting y we didn't hang out more (more like, AT ALL!! Haha) when we were younger!! C ya soon cuz!

Dear D, thanks for makin the whole cousin meet up thing happen! and thanks for this past few weeks as well, u r amazing, out story is pretty cool to actually! and stop fixing me up with m.a, we're related!

Dear R, I know I've been a lousy friend with my crappy mood this past few weeks and hopefully u will forgive me!

Dear G, I know we haven't really met up this hols but u r like the catalyst to the whole close-distant-cousin meet up thing! After all, we're the original 2 yea?! haha...over coffee!! C ya soon, CNY yeah!!

To all the new ppl I've met this past couple of weeks...some of u might be reading this...the pleasure is all mine, hope to catch up with u guys soon!!

Quick shout out to me fam and sis, I'm still keeping the sms! Oakley baby!! Woohoo!!
Everyone else I know....thanks for makin 2008 count for me...

xoxo

Of Happy Days, and Birthdays...

Today is a day,
some might call it a happy day,
some might call it a new day,
some might just call it another day,
some might call it a fucked up day,

I guess where I am going with this is that different people view different situations in different light,
today might have been one of the most awesome day for you,
today started out as a not so good day which is turning into a real bummer of a day for me,
today you might feel like a winner, however,
today I am and shall remain the loser,
today was supposed to be a happy day,
today, today.....

xoxo
p/s: Happy Birthday Chris!!!!!!

Of Understanding....

It didn't take too long for me to understand you...
Yet it feels like forever before you understood me...
I'm tired and exhausted, waiting for forever...
Yet I'm still waiting...
It may feel like I'm expressing myself in riddles...
Riddles in the dark...
Darkness, where fear resides...
For there are many things which I fear...
Fear can make someone do the weirdest of things...
Fear...
What exactly do I fear?
Fear of being caged...
Fear of abandoned...
Fear of losing out...
Fear of losing you...
What do you fear?
Some might say there is nothing to fear but fear itself...
I have yet to understand that statement...

I'm babbling...if you've wasted your time reading this entry...my apologies!
xoxo

Of Things That Should Not Be Shared...

It's 2 in the morning...can't sleep,
wondering why or what or who is keeping me awake,
maybe it's the thought of you that keeping me awake, or maybe I'm just plain constipated

I have a T-shirt with the print that says,
"Life is full of choices, choose Hope"
Hope, big word, humble meaning, but I can't help but wonder, when does hope turn into obsession?
Choices, what if the choices you have are those which you don't want or impossible to have?

xoxo