Of Journeys and Destinations....

Hey friends!

So we always here people saying, "It's the journey that matters the most, not the destination" right?? Well, I can't help but wonder if the person who came up with that phrase was someone from KL (fine, I'm from Klang, not KL, but then it's still nearer to KL than Tanjung Karang - trust me!) who's work/ studies/ obligation was in KT! Kekeke....seriously, I couldn't agree more with the phrase!

As you may have probably guessed (yay, you are not slow!) I'm back in KT/ pseudo-city after 5 days in Klang, and boy-oh-boy was those 5 little, insufficient days a hell of a BLAST!! Seriously!! There were food, booze, friends, great friends, more booze, chocolate therapy and this little thing that I don't do that much, shopping! There may have been some dodgy and hick-ups here and there, but it was awesome!
Then came Saturday, and GOD, I hoped and prayed that it was really just Thursday! But it wasn't - lameness - And we all packed our bags and started driving back to this village/ jungle (which is worse than TK - or is it???)
The drive back was great (even though it's back to this sordid place)! Many things happened along this journey, realisations, stops were made, posers posed, J.Co's were consumed, even the moon was full! Ah, if only, if only!!

Then I reached here and everything boiled down to SHIT!! Hahaha....
xoxo

~Stylo-pek on route to J.Co

~we valet parked for J.Co's it's really worth it....

~jumped ship to accompany Ravin....in full concentration for what's to come....
and what's to come is....~the hunt for natural gold!! Hehe....nola, his nose was itchy....seriously!!
(he's so gonna kill me)~the reason why I jumped ship - among other things....
~Cherating....

~posers and the ultimate camwhore - go to my friend Chris' blog to find out who!
oh who am I kidding, it's the one in yellow!
go to Chris' blog to find out just why!~the camera-men's feet! Sexy no??

Of Mushy-ness

O.K. I have to admit the last entry can go 2 ways....."emo-ness" or "eeeew-ness"!! Hahhaa....
Both of which proves that I'm nothing but human! Thank god~ but here's a totally random scenario that I feel pretty much happens to a lot of regular people unless your love life is zilch....the crush on someone you work or study with, a good friend....yes? no?
Well, some of my buddies (u know who u r) and I were talking (more like dishin') the other day about this topic! What will come of it? Will it work? What if it doesn't? How does 2 continue being friends if love fails? Questions questions.....paranoia after paranoia!!
I think it takes a lot of courage to start something between good friends....Courage that I don't think I have....hypothetically speaking!!

xoxo

P/S: If you're not already hooked on this year's American Idol, you should go F*%^ yourself! The top 12 is AMAZING well technically is top 11 now....but i would say of that 11, 9 are SUPERB!!! It could get pretty interesting ppl! MUST WATCH....

Of Palpable Feelings....

Today it hit me, actually it hit me a long time ago, but today it became so real, so clear, so undeniable, it feels so extremely lonely at times! I know it's a given with what I do and who I am, but it feels so unbearable at times. Especially times like these! When things don't go your way, when you are so emotionally crippled all you want is for someone to be there. Someone to say everything's gonna be fine. Someone I could run away with yet stay exactly where I am. I miss it. I miss it all. Well, guess I'm a closeted romantic! I'm only human! Maybe I should be more available, more out there! Maybe...

Gonna steal a great idea from a good friend of mine....post lyrics of songs that best describe me mood at the moment!

Honey and The Moon - Joseph Arthur

Don't know why I'm still afraid.
If you weren't real I would make you up now.
I wish that I could follow through.
I know that your love is true and deep as the sea.
But right now, everything you want is wrong.
And right now, all you dreams are waking up.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet in love's game
You would call, I'd call you back
And then I'd leave a message on your answering machine
But right now, everything is turning blue.
And right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Freedom. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight.
We're made out of blood and rust
Looking for someone to trust without a fight .
I think that you came too soon;
You're the honey and the moon that lights up my night.
But right now, everything you want is wrong.
And right now, all you dreams are waking up.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Freedom. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight.
We got too much time to kill
Like pigeons on my windowsill we hang around.
Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up all the time I'm falling down
But right now, everything is turning blue.
And right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon.
And right now, I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives.
Freedom. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight.
Freedom. Run away. Run away

xoxo

Of The Face, and The Book....

So I've pretty much announced that I'm no whiz in computers and matters pertaining to computers. All these I.T gibberish - I'm tempted to say "rubbish" but then I don't want to be bludgened to death by some techy whizy! - so I'll say gibberish, gets me confused! And me nots likes being confused yea~ If only you knew how difficult it was for me to set up this blog acc!! I felt so ancient!! No, I think ancient ran over me, reversed and ran over me again like road kill!

So I'm minding my business, checkin my mails, readin up on the important news - can't believe Cate Blanchett didn't win an Oscar last weekend! Proposterous!! I haven't watched any of the films she was nominated in, but it's Cate!! She's Great!! I didn't mean to rhyme! - Well, back to the story, I was happily minding my business when I came across this email from - erm, you don't need to know - "invitin" mua to join this supposedly "hip and now" thing called "Facebook"!!

O.K, so being the incredibly "hip and now" (barf) kinda person, I signed up! Now, well, let's just say that things are slow with a capitol S! It's like the building in your hometown that has been "in construction" for...EVER!! haha....hopeless!!

~cousin Christine, big sis, 2nd sis, cousin Mien (ignore her water bottle), yours truly
Chinese New Year at Gramps!

xoxo
P/S: Big shout out to Mei Ann! If you're readin this, well, hello! haha...go find somethin less lame to do!

Of Greener Grass, or Lack Thereof...

Sometimes you fall short, sometimes it feels like you're traveling on a bumpy, winding, relentlessly obscured road leading to the unknown, sometimes the journey scares you to death, sometimes you realize this might not be what it was supposed to be, it might not be the right route anymore. That through the many years on the road, stops have been made, detours, crossroads that have been wrongly and poorly decided upon. In the end, I wonder, if the journey's what matters, well, what if your journey was a hell of a fight, literally!?

"If life were a human being, it would surely be a nasty bitch!"
xoxo

Another day, another "bah"....

Have you ever woken up in the morning and knew, just literally knew, that today was going to be a hugely unproductive day?! Not a bad day, just a lazy day. Like you just want to be left alone, care-free for whatever time that's available! Well, today was one of those days for me! It's like someone drugged you with a whole lot of sleeping pills and when you finally wake up, you just wanna go back to visit the "Zs" in ZZ land! Seriously, it's bad, especially for people like me! Anyhoos, like I said, today was profoundly unproductive, I tried to open a book to study and basically bathed the book with drool! So finally decided to just spend the day practically lazying around! And then I thought, "oooh, I can blog!". So here I am maybe a handful of lines into the entry and already the Zs are taunting me, it isn't much help that I'm practically typing this while lying on my bed, wearing....well, let's not go there or this would lead into a very different direction! Cheekiness!! Which reminds me, I have to take a shower!

xoxo

Just Checkin' In

Hello hello!

It's the lunar new year, so Happy Chinese New Year people!
Well, that's about it actually, had the urge to announce that I'm fine after the beers and the gambling! Didn't lose a liver or lose a limb to loan sharks! lame-ness!!
Although I can't guarantee if I'll still have my head after I sit for my semester assessment which is tomorrow for which I am actually fully prepared for, if only it was a test on how to play "Black Jack and Poker"!! Let's say it together now, I'm thoroughly screwed!! But then again, it's just a mock exam - so I keep telling myself! Gulp?!

Check back soon-ish....if I still have my head!
xoxo