Of Dry Spells....

OMG.....2 months....2 months since I last updated...and funny thing is, I didn't realize it's been so freakin' long! Ahhh, how time flies when one is preoccupied with the nonsensicallities (nope, i'm quite sure that is not a word) of life!!

Gosh...I can't believe how blinded I was, lookin back right now, it's disturbin how foolish and stupid I was! Oh, damn it!

I bet you (I wonder who would still be reading this shit) must be wondering what I'm talking about right now, but as my dear cousin Miss Ann and my dear friend Miss Teh would say, "your blog is rubbish! Don't know what you are writing about!! Don't understand!!"

So this is how it should be, left in the dark...all I can say is that it is over. I feel free, light....and foolishly ready to jump back into the game, hoping that I would not freefall into oblivion!

So here's to u...and me....and all the amazing and fabulously ppl in the world...the new year's around the corner...let friends be closer friends, let lovers be even more passionate, let the bonds that bind us grow stronger and most of all.....let fuckers be forgotten!!

Woohoo!!!
xoxo

Of Fall.....

Hey peeps, it's me cyber ranting again! lol....
So the summer is over, well, there are no seasons in Malaysia, only hot weather or rainy season...let's not start with that alright?!
It's time to rejoice, to indulge in the good, the awesome, the bad and the plain-downright nasty TV shows!!! Woohooo....it's the Fall TV season peeps! It's time to start firing up those servers.....I know I know, it's all just starting in the states, and a certain channel on Astro only shows the last seasons~ but there are certain "ways" to get 'em as soon as they show it over the pacific...it's literally just a click away!

I'm not saying that the summer was bad, no no, far from it actually! I'm still saturated with all the great summer movies...my top picks...Star Trek, Potter....well, those are the 2 that stood out....of course there's the Tom Hanks movie and a slew of very entertaining movies....also summer TV was utterly enjoyable no? True Blood ppl!! Yeah.....who doesn't wanna drink during office hours IN THE OFFICE, Mad Men....And who can ignore the ultimate guide to nepotism that is Entourage?! AWESOME!

But those aside, there's always a thrill when it comes to Fall TV season...The anticipation for the post-cliff-hanger season finales....oooh....what happens! Other than the things "spoiler" you hear, Like how George dies and Izzie survives....with the consolation being, "for how long?"
Well, there's that....and there's the new shows.....the newbies vying for your attention, inticing you with the slew of sneaky promo pics (yes, "The Beautiful Life" you sick sick ppl) and sneak previews!! The newbies, trying to hook you into the agonising weekly wait for a new episode, and wishing, cursing those mid-season breaks....ARGH!!!!

Well then, a handful of shows have premiered...and yes, yours truly, have watched...lol....what can I say? TV ADDICT!!! And the verdict.....ah, let me put it this way....if it's awesome, it's awesome...and awesome is "Glee" and "Vampire Diaries" so far.... sinking for me, like a pebble in the water, like a 600kg elephant....with a reassuring thud on the bottom, is the kinda new shows....remakes....90210 and Melrose Place....gosh....stinky.....

That being said, Glee ppl....Glee, the semi-musical TV show, coolness, but it's a pretty difficult premise to get the sceptics, but once you sit through one, you're hooked! And while, I think Vampire Diaries is riding on the craze that is Twillight, with better actors....sorry Twillighters....and my dear cousin...haha...it's one to tune in to....

As for the most famour zip code in TV, and it's sister show, Melrose Place....well, to be fair, it's just the beginning of the season.....it "could" get "better"....here's to hoping....

Can't wait for the xoxo....

Of Humans and Cockroaches....

So I have a friend who's fascinated with cockroaches....
seriously, it feels like he knows everything there is to know about 'em roaches~
The other day I was on the way to the hospital with him and out of the blue the topic about roaches suddenly came up. Don't ask me how it came about, I can't remember, it was just SO RANDOM!

Did you know that cockroaches can survive for at least 3 days after you remove their heads??
Seriously!! I don't know how true it is, it was told so "matter of fact"-ly that one can't do anything but accept it as the truth and ponder the question, "how the hell did he know that?"

That's not all, he goes on to EXPLAIN, that the headless roaches ONLY lives 3 days BECAUSE, get this, they can only survive that long without drinking water......F*&% I didn't even know cockroaches DRANK!!!!

Oh yes, not forgetting, that these scary - yes, I admit, I am afraid of 'em - creatures who defy extinction, can survive without food for MONTHS to YEARS!! And the justification to that is, "see, they can survive the extinction of dinosaurs AND the ice age!"

Argh, I was freakin' out right about then! The only thing I needed to know about those pesky, sometimes flight-capable creatures from outer-space - yes, they are aliens to me - is to get the hell out of a room when their around, 'coz doesn't it seem like those equipped with flight properties go straight at ya when you see them??

Of Realisations Part......Well, I Forgot....

We both knew it would come to this,
Somehow it feels like you realised it way sooner than I,

Let's just leave it at that...
Be back soon.....bluek...hehe....

Of Time and Tide.....

Time....
An invisible, untouchable yet always present and undeniably significant entity in our lives!
How else can one describe time?
It's such a selfish thing time, sometimes giving you just enough. Always offer insufficient when one really needs it, and seems endless when one doesn't want it....
Like a cruel, broken heart of a jilted and wronged lady, doesn't give one a second chance.
Offers no forgiveness....

Of Karma and the Gang...

Do you believe in reincarnation?! Yeah....I mean the whole rebirth thing when you pass on in this life...well, karma is supposed to be like cosmic payback.....OK, when I put it like that, people would generally think that karma's all about the bad things in life...I mean, how could it not be?
The idea of it though, it's so, how do I put it, "unfair" for us who are alive and breathing right now. Think of it, if karma really does exist, you would be subjected to the things that you did in your past life......and here's the catch, you don't even REMEMBER your past life do ya?! Hence, "unfair"!
Those who don't believe in these spiritual - there is a greater power thing - might argue that karma is a way religion sorta "scares" us into doing good and avoiding the bad stuff in life 'coz if you do good then you will lead an easy life in your next life and if you do bad...well, you get the flow!
I personally believe in karma, it's true, I do....to me, it's not a bad thing, it keeps human grounded, keeps us objective and keeps us humane! I may not believe there is a "power up there" that keeps track on the things you do in life...like the good and bad lists santa keeps.....but I do believe that somehow or rather, cosmic payback occurs, both the good things AND the bad things...like I said, it keeps us human humane! I don't necessarily believe that all your karma goes to your next life though....'coz here's when people will say, "ahhh, it's ok, the poor son of a bitch who becomes me when I'm long gone will suffer - not me!!" I believe that karma is spilled over into your current life...your current future, if you get what I mean....
Are you a believer now?! Don't get me wrong here, I'm not pushing religion....just the simple idea of do good and good shall be done upon you...but here comes the next enigma, people who do good, and EXPECT good things to happen to them! haha.....it's all such a blur ain't it?! hehe....
So if I do believe in karma, and mind you I do, man, my past life I must have been such a BRAG! Brag brag bragging away.....

Of Travelling Down the Philosophical Me.....

When life throws you an apple.....catch it and eat it for God's sake!
Adam and Eve did it!

Stressed out........

Of Being The 2 and The 4....

Well, well....those of you who know me personally would know that I'm back to no man's land....sighs~

On the upside of things, it was my birthday few days ago! Happy birthday me! Thankfully I didn't have to spend my birthday here ~ugggh the thought of it makes me go....ugggghhhhh~

Anyways, happy times happy times with the family and close friends! Gosh I can't believe I'm 24! TWENTY-FOUR! How time flies, I don't know why this birthday resonated so much, thingking about it literally puts a smile on my face! 'Coz I was never a fan of birthdays....of course I love getting the gifts, (which were never many mind you! *hints hints*) it's just, I always felt like it was just another day in an otherwise oblivious man's day...but then it dawned on me, that;s what makes it so darn special....it's one day of yours that you share with those closest and dearest (and might I add, if you share such information over this hippie thing that's crazy on the internet....1 word, 2 syllables ending with the word *----book* - practically your neighbour's jogging partner's daughter's BFF would know!)

I'm clammering away, as I was saying, it's one day in the many of days that you share with those closest and dearest and I guess that's what makes it special to me now....awesome!

Anyways, I thought it would be fun to put in 24 things I have learned so far in....well.....my life!

1. Brushing your teeth too long not only makes it cleaner, it causes unwanted corrosion and might lead to sensitive teeth! Unfortunately I learned this the hard way!!
2. One can never tire when it comes to the Harry Potter and Lord of The Rings movies! At least not me and my sis!! Cheers sinale~ can't wait for our next marathon! CRAZY!!
3. I love love LOVE dogs.....cats....well, let's not make enemies shall we?!
4. I might /would have done well if I took a dive in the world of interior designing....*the grass is always greener right?!*
5. Blood is thicker than any other liquid found in this world (not literally true...but you know what I'm getting at!)
6. I now know for sure that I am definitely NOT a morning person (I have perfected the F*#$ Off morning facies)
7. Some might argue that fact number 6 persists throughout the day.....it's all out of love baby....love~ F*#%!
8. There exists people who are so much more drama and emo then I can ever be! And I love them for it!!! *you know who you are! Mr. Scratch a.k.a Mr. Garu and Ms. Siau Poh.....the winter break will forever be sketched fondly in my memories....
9. Should have put the close into the close-"distant" relationship way back when you were my flower girl.....yesh....this statement sounds a bit eew and emo, but Ms. Flower Girl, you only have the people in statement 8 to blame! The hot suit and itchy dress were all stuff of legends!
10. It takes a year to let the person you love go, but only a day to hate said person thereafter....
11. I have a small, but sufficient, group of friends who I can call my buddies until whenever and whenever indeed!
12. I love love love LOVE to eat! Alas, unlike my teens.....metabolism has reduced......weighty issues settle in but heck, I still LOVE to eat!
13. I miss home sometimes.....especially now!
14. I decide if I like a person in the first 5 to 10 minutes of acquaintance....I know that's really judgemental, I want to change that....
15. I love love love LOVE TV! Thank goodness for good summer TV shows ~True Blood, Mad Men, YEAH!!!!!!! and Fall TV season is about to begin!!! YEEEEEAAAAH!!!! orgasmic! eeew....
16. Too much I loves yeah.....I HATE HATE HATE smoking people.....go away!
17. I hate hate HATE hot humid weather....much like the ones here.....ARGH~ unless it's a hot weather by the beach with an awesomely chilled beer in my hand!!!
18. One should always be humble but not foolhardy to the point of being bended out of ones will....dunno if this makes sense.....makes sense to me!
19. Writing this list of 24 is pretty hard...should have re-thought the idea.....*drops head...exit scene.....so DRAMA!
20. Life throws one many challenges....sometimes one finds trouble oneself.....too free!
21. Responsibility, perseverence, understanding and willingness.....qualities of a great doctor....
22. Still pretty bad at this whole I.T thing.....
23. Even though you're an adult and do not claim to be children anymore....remember that you are forever and always someone's child....
24. Still trying to figure out the world, its people, places....the world being this big blue earth and also the world of me, my life, people and places in it.....

Of the teaching of Me.....

So I've been wondering what to write for a few days now....
Don't wanna be a bore and all emo-emo and write about how I'm super dreading going back to the jungle that is KT this saturday (notice how I wrote about it anyhow?! Lame as it might be....no justification, sorry)
So I went blog browsing, and I noticed many things....not the least of which is that my blog layout is so BORING! OMG....help! I'm like living in the 80's....crap.....
So so so....I need a make-over.....I mean my blog needs a make-over....
But if you know me, you know I am hopeless with a capital H when it comes to all these internet/ webpage/ IT mumbo-jumboz, so if you are up to it....whoever it may be, please help me get out of the 80's!

Of a little intelligent book The LIfe of Pi......

Well, it turns out....I read!! Actually I do read, that was my version of a dramatic entrance to this entry!! Have I got your attention yet?! What do I read? Hmmmm....I picked up a book by Yann Martel titled "Life of Pi" a few weeks ago....Some of you might be wondering, "if he picked it up weeks ago, why only read it now?" Well, the thing is, I picked up 2 books...it was one of those impulse buy when I saw this little red sticker on the book shelf that read, "2nd book half off!" Ah.....retail therapy......bliss bliss! Needless to say, I bought 2 books....Thankfully I only had enough cash in the wallet left for these two books....If only I had more, well, let's just say I'm a true believer in retail therapy, it's good for the soul.....yeah! But so bad for the wallet!!

Anyhoos, back to the book....well, I have to admit that I had no idea who this Yann chap is! It's publicity and advertisement I tell you! ARGH!! All I know then is that it was a "NUMBER ONE BESTSELLER" because it was conveniently printed onto the book cover, as was this "winner of THE Man BOOKER PRIZE 2002" So I thought, heck, if it's good enough for whoever gave out such awards! Plus, it had a cute little drawing of a white little lifeboat otherwise known as sampan with what I interpreted then as a very tanned, skinny, curled up person and a tiger twice the size of the aforementioned man....intriguing no? oh yes, and the boat was in the sea of what looked like many many many sharks and a turtle....SO RANDOM! So, now I HAD TO BUY THE BOOK!!!!

And so I did. the end....

LOL....nope, kidding, well, I've just started reading it and my my....it's cute a clever little book....there are amazing phrases and sentences that just really captured my attention and I have decided to share some of it....yes, this is the whole point of this entry....I know, I know, it took me a while to get to the point, I think I was inspired by Stephen King, his introduction takes half the thickness of the books he write!

".....a tie is a noose, and inverted though it is, it will hang a man nonetheless if he is not careful..."


more to come....

Of Discarded Baggages.......

So I emptied my inbox today......man I have A LOT of messages! Don't ask me from when coz I don't remember, it was so full that my trusty little sony ericsson literally lagged when I scrolled down my inbox! Man, have I tortured my mobile phone...seriously, it's been through sweat, coffee, heat, cold, the occasional 2-storrey bump, suffered the fate as a mistaken doggy chew toy, some patch-work that involved a whole lotta elephant glue! YES, if it isn't clear enough....I'm hinting for a NEW phone~ lol...

The blog has been refurbished again....there are some, and by some I mean MANY entries that has found it's way into some trashcan somewhere in cyberspace.....Y? well, I'd like to think that I've grown out of some of the things that were clearly holding me back...and Life is so much simpler when you take out the emo right? That being said, emotions are what makes us human, and emotions are what makes humans inhumane at times...so like it or not, we're stuck with it....it's a vicious cycle really....scary....."suuuuusssannnnn - channeling the blob from monsters vs aliens"

Of Going The Dramatic Green....

Months......Months! Since my last post...
If you are still following out there.....why?? WHY??
So drama....well, I've been a looong hiatus and many things have happened....as per usual, I pooped a lot...A LOT! But not more than usual....I have healthy pooping habits! (bet you are running for the hills now eh?! - way to scare (disgust*) your readers off KhaiHon!

You still with me?? WHY????!!! lol....
Anyways, like I said, many things have happened...there was the whole friend drama, then the exam, then the heartbreak (sobs no MORE!), then the continuing friend drama, then the holidays, then the lessons on being dramatic from my cousin and his best friend (as if I needed anymore, but seriously....I learned A LOT! I didn't think there was room for more drama, but there was!) then my other cousin mentioned my blog and I went, " OMG! It's so rotten I think it's barely compost now!"
So here I am, hoping, praying that from the compost, a nice little plant will emerge! (yes, I am going green - as much as I can - I am not swearing off plastic bags....yet....just using less of them)

I always say...baby steps people, baby steps....we should all do our part, because seriously speaking, I can't take this erratic and by erratic I mean, freakin' HOT weather anymore! Yes, I'm being selfish and it may seem like it's ALL about me....but like I said in my previous post, it's MY freakin' blog! lol...kidding! But yeah, on a more serious not, if YOU, like ME, feel like you might just get a heat stroke trying to get to the front gate of your house, let's just start by using less plastic bags!

Shedding The Old Skin....well, at least some of it!

Well, well, it's time to be totally self-absorbed again! hehe...no offense to other bloggers!
But it is totally self-absorbed stuff I write in my blog!
haha...probably that's interesting for u guys, probably u find it a tad too icky, probably u have decided to stop reading but hey, I guess some ppl stilll ike to read rubbish no?!

anyways, putting that aside, I had one of the most exciting, fun and not to mention DRAINING weekend! (see, TOTALLY self-absorbed!) Had a visit from a new found friend and boy-oh-boy, the weekend was such a blast...didn't stop eating, as my dear housemate put it, subsituted water for the other kind of liquid (wooohoo! no nasty thoughts ppl!) oh and did I mention we ate like mad?! hmmm...

on a totally different subject, (i'm allowed to drift) today marked the beginning of a new era! A drastic change was shoved and forced upon us! On this day, many (like me) will stare bewildered at the monitors, wondering what had happened, wondering why such a change was waranted! It is a time for mourning (again, if u r like me). It is a time where ppl like us look back and miss the simpler days! BECAUSE, to day is the day.........a historic day.......an aweful day.......the day when, FACEBOOK HAD A FACELIFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha...i feel so dramatic at times! kekeke....but I HATE the change man, I just got used to the old FB layout and now, I have to learn it all over again! F*#%!!

xoxo

The Things That Are Truly Important

In life we face a lot of changes, whether we like them or not, to me, the most important thing to learn from change is the ability to adapt to said changes

In life, shit happens, it does...physiologically, psychologically, emotionally, in fact, all the -ally-es, so when it does, the most important thing is to find a place to poop!

In life, love happens, ....it's complicated most of the time, and i seriously have not learned anything important enough to be philosophical here....next

In short, life happens, everyday comes and everyday goes, somethings are certain, but many others are beyond our control, acceptance is necessary, growth is inevitable.

Love is tricky and poop is smelly!
Cheers peeps!

With Tired Minds and Tired Souls, Let This Be Whatever It Should Be...

Sorry the blog have been placed private for a couple of weeks...
Sincerely hoping you guys are still with me!
There are some changes to be made, some have already been made, others, well, like I always say, "it's complicated"
To tell you the truth, I'm tired, tired, tired! Haha...Life is so draining sometimes no??
Hmmm...just the other day I was talking to my friend and it seems everyone is just so tired nowadays! Hehehe...must be the weather!
Gosh, I'm rambling!
Don't you sometimes feel like a stranger in your own world?
Like somethings just go out of your control even though you fight freaking hard to gain the wheel?
Hmmm...many times I feel like the most important things are slipping away
So that's why I'm tired...tired of holding on to something that refuses to stay put
Tired of wanting something more from an empty glass...

xoxo

Of Fresh Starts and the Giving of Thanks...

Happy New Year ppl! I'm surprised that my blog still has hits, and some new readers too, thanks whoever u are (but I think I know who u r!!) It's been dormant for quite some time now I know!!
Well, it's the new year, and with it come the resolutions! But me thinks me is going to forgo the resolutions this year, and really be thankful for somethings that have happened to me recently!
U see, ppl always say that priorities change when u get out, seemingly unscathed from a near-death experience and well, I got into a car accident few days ago, I dunno if it counts as near-death but I sure as hell am thankful to still be writing this eh?! Haha...me and my housemates are fine...but the car! the poor car!! Damn u, whoever u r who poured oil all over the road!! It's a conspiracy I tell u!! Argh, but moving on, let's not dwell on the nasty things in life!

The past few weeks have brought about much changes in my life....significant changes! And I would like to say a few things to these few, very special ppl...hopefully u r reading la...u know who u r...

Dear M.A, thanks for everything this past holidays....I had so much fun with u and the others, I'm super regretting y we didn't hang out more (more like, AT ALL!! Haha) when we were younger!! C ya soon cuz!

Dear D, thanks for makin the whole cousin meet up thing happen! and thanks for this past few weeks as well, u r amazing, out story is pretty cool to actually! and stop fixing me up with m.a, we're related!

Dear R, I know I've been a lousy friend with my crappy mood this past few weeks and hopefully u will forgive me!

Dear G, I know we haven't really met up this hols but u r like the catalyst to the whole close-distant-cousin meet up thing! After all, we're the original 2 yea?! haha...over coffee!! C ya soon, CNY yeah!!

To all the new ppl I've met this past couple of weeks...some of u might be reading this...the pleasure is all mine, hope to catch up with u guys soon!!

Quick shout out to me fam and sis, I'm still keeping the sms! Oakley baby!! Woohoo!!
Everyone else I know....thanks for makin 2008 count for me...

xoxo